November November
Oh what do you bring
Such grey chilly days
Or a nearer new spring
It’s not that I’m wishing my one life away
It’s just that I needed some sunshine today !
In all honesty I feel deeply saddened to realise that my capacity for feeling joy seems to have left me. I cannot allow it to be a permanent fixture. I am exploring many avenues along which I may re-kindle the gift of joy that is innately given in human being. Sometimes we lose things if we are not careful and conscious. Sometimes other people take them from us when we are too dependant or too vulnerable to know better than allow them to. Sometimes we just have to focus on recovering our capacities no matter however or whyever they have gone. So, I am in recovery. I have emailed a fabulous sounding one-to-one yoga teacher, am seriously considering one or all of: cranio-sacral therapy, hypnotherapy, a n other workshop or course and taking up running – and am definitely going to invest in a radical new haircut this week.
These are some words I wrote rather a long time ago – and find I am taking my own best advice !
All the answers we seek lie within us, and at the same time the intrinsic interdependency of humanity means that there are always times when we need to look outside ourselves for inspiration, support and insights to uncover these answers.
In the meantime I might just get some window paints and paint a big yellow sun on my window !!!!!!!
If you like the feel of this of this blog/site, please tell others about it so they can feel good too. “Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.” (Buddha)